So many nights searching mirrors to find
10000 lives as backwards as the reflection in sight
While tracing lines in the ceiling to make some picture worth believing
And so I'm fucking fed up trying to talk about it
What am I doing with this life
Is there a reason I confine the thoughts inside my head
Internalized but forever lost on them
Isolate
Medicate
Fail and grind your teeth
Prioritize for a god
Until a wolf is what you meet
Someone always says
It could always be worse
So i sifted through the ashes of relative perspective but I still can't find anything secure
And this void may destroy me but it won't be on my knees
It won't be on my knees
What am I doing with this life
Is there a reason I confine the thoughts inside my head
Internalized but forever lost on them
Another night in search of answers to life
in search of reasons for strife
Maybe I'll find them this time
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